No te ama by Camila Gutiérrez
No te ama. Camila Gutiérrez. Santiago de Chile: Plaza & Janes. 2015.
No te ama is the second novel by Camila Gutiérrez. This novel, apparently (or misleadingly) autobiographical, is a sort of continuation of her successful debut Joven y alocada (2013). No te ama tells the story of Cami (diminutive of Camila), a 25 year old woman, who has a love relationship with two people of different sex. More than a story of lesbian love, this is a story of bisexual love. Despite its playful and funny tone, behind the voice of this not so adolescent narrator, many doubts come to the fore, as well as the fear and darkness that surrounds a live that is being played in two different fields. The fact that humor is probably hiding many tears is what makes the novel honest and especially courageous.
It is interesting to note that Camila Gutiérrez’s writing style inserts itself––perhaps unconsciously––in a tradition fully established in Latin America by the Colombian writer Fernando Vallejo. No te ama does not pretend to stand out for having strong characters and a solid plot. What is important here is the narrator’s voice, her vision of the world, and the novel’s natural way of transgressing the most basic social conventions. Camila Gutiérrez, as Vallejo, plays at confusing the reader intentionally, by using her own biography as the material for the novel. This mechanism (which is more a trick and a hook for the reader) although present in all of Vallejo’s novels, does not diminish the literary merit of Camila Gutiérrez’s writings. On the contrary, in both her novels, this young Chilean writer has succeeded at using this mechanism to create a personal voice, that is unique (it would be impossible to be like her), and seductively convincing.
The novel transgresses the traditional and moral conventions of the flat religious and heterosexual Chilean world, without the minimum sense of guilt. It does this with humor, confidence, and wit. And in No te ama, wit shifts from scatology to tenderness, hence the excessive and stinging references to sex. Nevertheless, No te ama is not a novel about sex, but about the search for love, a search in which the searcher has sex with those who she loves and with those who she does not love as much. As in real life. Or almost.
Originally published in World Literature Today 91, no. 2 (March 2017).